| goodbye |
[05 Dec 2005|03:31pm] |
..i thought about it. this journal doesn't suit me anymore.
if you enjoyed my entries, feel free to add my *NEW* one: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) gracienne
see ya around..
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| starting over |
[05 Dec 2005|01:59pm] |
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so, it's almost the new year.reading back on my old journal entries brings back good memories.. but i felt like it wasn't portraying my lifestyle now, as a young adult. things have changed. when do they not? each year, more&more responsibilities. less time for myself. but that's the way it goes. i always liked having a journal. it's a good outlet. even though i don't put ALL of me for the world to see on here,it still feels therapeutic to put a little piece of my mind out. blah blah blah..i babble too much.
since i've started my new job..i've been able to buy things i've wanted for so long. yay for my black ipod video! i need a case :( i finally got my digi cam! i love my polaroid..but i can only take so many w/ it&film is pretty pricey. i'm planning on getting a laptop in the future..but i want to save more $$$ before doing so. i've still got xmas shopping to do..ahhh
i've got a few pictures i've been meaning to post before. the pictures are from my phone cam, polaroid, &new cam, all dated back from october till now.
( cheggit )
i'm going to san francisco this weekend. jdsaoidjoasidj. H&M! yessss. my fave sj boy!mmm :) lots&lots of pictures ahead.
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| wtf. grace is doing a survey? besta believe it |
[10 Nov 2005|10:18pm] |
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ok...i never do surveys.
but since ryan asked..sure why not.
TEN FIRSTS
1. First Best Friend(s): Michelle V. from pq headstart preschool dayys
2. First Screen Name: sabanesa143 << it was from tarzan. i was in 5th grade ok bitch?!?
3. First Pet: a bunny named fluffy. how original.
4. First Piercing: my ears. 3 years old. danng hxc. i guess.
5. First Crush: mmm..i think some boy named michael. my babysitter's son? AHAH
6. First CD: i actually bought 3 at the same time..PAULA ABDUL, JANET JACKSON,&VANILLA ICE (ICE BAAAABY)
7. First Car: black 98 camery XLE :( i miss that car. his name was bambi. yes, HIS.
8. First Love:zack morris. in real life...never been in love.
9. First Stuffed Animal: some big brown teddy.
10. First kiss: eric bondoc. playing spin the bottle @ julie's 6th grade bday party. HAH!!hfodisjf
NINE LASTS
1. Last Alchoholic Beverage: champagne
2. Last Car Ride: uh what? corolla s 2002?
3. Last Movie Seen: ethan mao
4. Last Phone Call: ryan
5. Last CD Played: the stills
6. Last Kiss: kina? ryan? something like that... :P
7. Last Time You Cried: a long time ago..so long ago that i don't even remember.
8. Last Time You Laughed: 5 min ago
9. Last words said: hiii (to brian g)
EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: unfortunately..yes :/ bad idea
2. Have you ever been arrested: no
3. Have you ever done drugs: yes
4. Have you ever been on TV: yes
5. Have you ever gone skinny dipping:no
6. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: YES eww
7. Have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew: yes
8. Have you ever had sex: proud V-card holder. thank you very much.
SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. rings
2. hoisery
3. cutesy hair clip
4. ring necklace
5. sun necklace
6. red cardigan
7. short flowery dress :x MMM
SIX THINGS YOU DID TODAY
1. wake up to ryan's text
2. go back to sleep
3. wake up again to ryan's phone call
4. get ready for work
5. sold handbags
6. laughed hard about an anti-raping device that my coworkers told me about
7. had my lunch/dinner break w/ bryce :) good convo
8. made a coffee run
9. closed
10. sang outloud on the way home
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1.music
2.clothes
3.accessories
4.books
5.movies
keep in mind...THINGS
FOUR CHOICES
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
4. Coffee or Tea:coffee
THREE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. jackie
2. larry
3. ryan
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. travel to as many places as possible
2. fall in love hfoasdufsdouf hopeless romantic..yeah i know....
ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. one too many
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| eat shit san diego |
[27 Oct 2005|10:06pm] |
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so clearly..
i need a break.
i'm leaving san diego for 3 days. i'm on my way to san francisco..real soon. in approx. less than an hour.
hello shopping, berkeley, homies,&more....
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| fuck off |
[08 Oct 2005|11:08am] |
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i'm going to occupy all of my time w/ school&work so that i don't have time to feel anymore.school&work will be my life.i don't fucking care to socialize anymore. i don't have time to start new relationships. i don't have time to trust anyone. i don't have the fucking time of day for you anymore. i won't have time to feel anymore pain, hurt, sadness, happiness...whatever the fuck happiness is. i'm shutting almost everyone out.&i'm not sorry. i'll start being human again when i'm ready. but for now, i will just be a machine.
school&work&school&work&school&work
ok..i just re-read that.
is this a symptom of insanity?
so my heart hurts..
who am i kidding?
i guess this whole time i've been kidding myself,right?
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| build up |
[19 Sep 2005|10:49pm] |
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despite all the awkwardness/tension this past weekend...it was still eventful&full of good fucking times.
best friends make the world go round. picture posting time..
( soogood )
i am feeling so many things right now. life is bizarre. i could mope around&dwell on how shitty life is. but seriously..FUCK THAT. i'd rather be thankful for all the good things in my life..embracing all the love..honestly..it's the way to go.
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| challenjerks&wagenslime |
[11 Sep 2005|11:50am] |
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ahhhh...felt good to get intoxicated again.
last night was one of the funner nights. ya'll missed out.
jaiger&monster bombs pwn3d me for sure.
jackie..you're such a fucking trooper. i'm so proud of you. i love you so much.
old friends..last night i realized how fucking blessed i am. thank you for always having my back since day 1. amazing.
whats in store for next weekend? hmmmmm. lets make it gooood,baby.
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